faq

FAQs

what & why?

why does this page exist? once upon a time a friend and I ran a password protected blog on tumblr. we would write fanfics, mostly oasis & blur, to each other based on conversations we had. it was like gifts for each other. it's been nearly a decade and I would like to archive my fics, as I can't upload it to the internet archive. I can't upload hers because I don't wan to ask but I did save the page locally. I also would like to write my rps fics because why the fuck not? it's a fanboy itch I must scratch. I know rps is a very no no topic these days but as long as you aren't shoving it in real peoples faces idc.... Guess I am one of the last rps fanatics lol.

that's a bit... problematic innit??

let's talk about the 900 pound incestuous abusive rps snorting elephant in the room. at the time I would crack ship the Gallagher brothers with my friends. not to bring out the csa incest survivor card but in my younger days I thought this was an acceptable coping mechinism, especially when I'd write cracky stuff.
What about the rps? Well, I get why ppl hate it. Real ppl etc. I come from the old days where fanatics like me feel everything is up to be posted on the internet, so long as you stay in the dark shadows of your fandom corner. No we are not shoving it down the throats of real people, posting it under the main tags where these real ppl can find iut. NO! We are in the closet, only to be opened if you're REALLY looking for it, and only if you have the secret knock lol.
As long as the stuff doesn't breach conataintment, I have no qualms.
Why post it? because I have nothing to hide! This piece of media should be preserved as not just a fanwork but a little look at my life, my friendship and my mind at that time. It also serves to wave my fandom freak flag! Make fanatics weird, freaky again! End cringe culture!! It's not real after all!
When you don't like something ignore it, block it! What are you doing here anyways??? lol

who are you?

I am a true obsessive! Be it music, film, historical figures, history etc. I have always be a fan! I also find fans, even if it's for things I do not care for, v v v endearing! Nothing is sweeter and noble than devoting yourself to a thing!!
I am also a millenial who lives in LA with her cats & synths. I also am a survivor!!!!!!!!!!!!